Exhaustion is upon me now. Droopy eyes. Fatigued muscles. My mind running in circles, and then running again in those same circles because it forgot where it left off. Sleep would be ideal, but then again, no one falls asleep at 11:40 in the morning. Caffeine? It's a possibility. But again, not very likely, as I feel instead I should just revel in this feeling of utter tiredness. My head feeling heavy, my mind going blank. It's a nice feeling, and an awful one simultaneously. The lack of energy and enthusiasm for life is disconcerting, coming from an optimist. Yet the stillness... the peace... the feeling like everything is stopping, or could stop if I want it to. This is what is so incredible, and what only comes with complete exhaustion.
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