Lost

I don't know what to do anymore.  I thought my life had direction and suddenly it's gone.  Not only that, but the stupidest little things are pushing me over the edge and making me highly emotional... it's driving me crazy so I'm sure it's also driving everyone I know and like crazy too.

We're supposed to have a path in life.  We're supposed to be working towards something.  Supposed to have big goals and dreams and every waking minute supposed to be striving towards those dreams, even if in the smallest way.

But mine are gone now.  Not gone, but maybe changed?  I can't even be certain - that's how cloudy it is.  They seem to be eluding me, taunting me.  They know I should be working towards them; they also know I can't find them.

When will my life have direction again?  When will I find my dreams once again?  I can't say but I hope it's soon, for right now they seem to be winning this game of life (or is it hide-and-seek?) while I sit here lost in tears and searching for a light.