Three of the things weighing heavily on my mind tonight. Although there's not much to consider. It more just the weight it provides. I want to be weightless and free! I'm currently spring-cleaning my life in order to feel more this way!
The timing of everything sucks. Why now? Why is this something I must deal with? I think it's a test. The answer is clear, so that solves the decision portion. The struggle will lie in my stubbornness (which I've always claimed to have but - let's face it - I'm a people pleaser and ultimately end up giving in. Not this time though) and in my self control, for I almost think I'm more a danger to myself than the situation is to me. Only I can determine if I carry through with my decision. Only I can determine my actions and my will power.
God, give me strength!
The timing of everything sucks. Why now? Why is this something I must deal with? I think it's a test. The answer is clear, so that solves the decision portion. The struggle will lie in my stubbornness (which I've always claimed to have but - let's face it - I'm a people pleaser and ultimately end up giving in. Not this time though) and in my self control, for I almost think I'm more a danger to myself than the situation is to me. Only I can determine if I carry through with my decision. Only I can determine my actions and my will power.
God, give me strength!
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